Evergreen - Yebba

Sat, 16/11/24

21:07

On Sunday last week, I was on a call with my uncle. He asked if we had water in the area… And was a bit puzzled, because we’ve been having water. I’m quite blessed to live in an area where there are hardly power outages (or load-shedding as it’s known in South Africa), nor are there any issues with water.

Fast forward to later that afternoon, our geyser started leaking. We went to bed without switching it off. I woke up the next day and had a niiice long shower before getting started with work. The maintenance guys came over around 10 AM to see what was going on, and only then we are informed that the geyser could’ve burst in the middle of the night.

They shut it off, along with the main water supply. Oh wow! Then, we didn’t have water for about a day.

They came back to install a new one… the very next day (that was on Tuesday). The day after that, at about 1 PM the new geyser started overheating and there was water everywhere. This time around, we’re hip… we quickly shut it down. But, by then we were walking on water.

By the time they got back, we were done sweeping and mopping water out of the house. Amazing! I need the exercise.

By Thursday, I’m quite happy that the week is almost over… hardly! By Friday, we are dealing with 2 sets of crises (both unrelated and too personal to mention here).

I woke up today, with the words: “What if it all goes well?”, in my heart. On Monday morning I posted a video talking about being able to look a grey skies and still having sunshine in your heart regardless.

You can call the week I’ve had a rollercoaster… but, I want to say that I have lost all hope. Everything that has happened has taken it all out of me, and as I’m writing this, I haven’t an ounce of it left.

Instead… I have come into a deep sense of knowing that everything always works out for me. Through every moment I’ve held onto gratitude and faith in a way that my spirit is quite familiar with. I’ve found a stillness that made gliding through each moment as easy as breathing. I’ve gotten an intimate understanding of what it means to be guided by my guardian angels.

I’ve seen nothing but beauty today. I’ve observed and claimed the immense power I have as the sole author of my own life. I’ve shared healing and love with those around me in ways I haven’t experienced before. I’ve chosen transcendence and turned each moment into a gift from the divine.

All of that, without hope… I have come to know what it feels like to be a Lotus. To be in the world with nothing but joy overflowing through me.

All of this, and yet I know that there’s much, much more beyond. And I have nothing but gratitude in my heart for what’s about to unfold.

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Losing All Hope

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